It is fucking 2:30am

Yeap, it is 2:30am.

I am still at school. The paper, which I thought would take a measly 3 hours to complete with a group of people took 10 hours and still hasn't ended yet.

I spent 3.5 hours designing three exhibits from scratch and then spent another 3 hours correcting shit. Now it is the final editing stage and I am just chilling. I am too tired to read through all these shit and especially after doing graphic then editing my brain is too exhausted to do pure word editing. In addition, I don't think the group trusts me to do the final editing work on the paper. Two guys are going through the paper word by word and making sure all grammar and spellings are correct and I don't think they think that I am capable of doing it. They are probably right when it comes down to English perfection. Sure I can get As in my writing paper. But I am certain that I won't be so detail oriented when perfection is required. I don't mind that at all. But why the hell do I need to stay here if my service is no longer needed. Our group has 6 people only 3 of us are working this long hour today and only me and the other guy worked the longest. What sucks even more is that I just saw bunch fun pictures that my friend took from her last minute Las Vegas party trip. Lots people I know from class were over there in Tao and partied it up. Even though I had fun with my friend on Saturday, but now I just feel that my weekend SUCKS.

I have a throbbing headache and I still do not know why I am here. beh.... Why don't I just excuse myself? I don't know. The competitive nature? Saving face so that I won't be marked as the weaker one? Or Both? I don't know why I am still here. FUCK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Update:
It is almost 6:00am and I am still up. I read bunch blogs, including this guy named Dash and his blog Training Wheel. It is pretty nice. Also a blog named Famous Like Me, it is funny. Anyway, I got home around 4:15am. All I felt was this headache on top of my head. Yes it had a very particular spot, it wasn't the back of my head, or front, it was on the top left corner. Tomorrow is gonna be so much fun ha ha ha ha ... huh...... Anyways I better go sleep now before I start to see things.