Update

Yeah it is gonna be a not so special update kinda post. I am not dead.

Nothing much is going on really... As I said in my last post, I am not going to post anything new unless there is something interesting (non-recruiting) going on. It's been quiet actually.

I got a new PS3 game, Ninja Gaiden Sigma. This game is visually stunning and yet excruciatingly painful to play due to its difficulty. I am not stuck at Chapter 3 Storage Room Challenge. It is pretty cool that I can fairly quickly chop off enemies' head in the beginning but as soon as the black ninja appears, I am swarmed and killed. My fingers kinda hurt from all the button smashings. But at least I know I will be playing this game for a while and not too much at a time since I kinda gave up after the 15th death at the same place.

My cousin's family is going to Las Vegas tomorrow. Sigh... so jealous. I wanted to go but I got two interviews the last minute so I will be doing those for the next two days instead of getting my games on in Las Vegas. GOOODDDDDDd...... But at least there is something that I am looking forward to this weekend. I will be at the beach with some friends, then drive up to Simi Valley and drink some beer and play some pool at Yankee Doodles at night, then head back to her home and watch a movie or something. Should be fun.

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Today bunch bloggers had a chatroom session on AIM. It is pretty interesting. A lot of usual suspects. It was interesting also because that most of us were kinda in the closets lol~~~. A lot of us have girls as interest on our facebook. As K commented "how does it feel to be in the closet, isn't it fun"? Indeed. lol... It was fun, thanks for everyone who shamelessly flirted their night away. J.R. Justin namely....

Also shoutout to MSTP Bound, thanks for discussing deep throat in detail with me on the phone. It was a good learning experience and I def had resonance with you and it was absolutely enlightening.

That is all for me tonight.

Laters.

My card

It is 4:25am and I am about to crash. Last night I stayed up all night and today somehow my body held up just fine. I guess it is just secretly waiting to crash on me at the most critical moment. Well doesn't matter now I am gonna make it rest up so its evil plan will never come true.

Anyway I found this little quiz on SSR's blog Waiting on Life. The quiz shows you that which tarot card you are. I like mysterious and silly stuff like this. I chose the dragon set and the result is really fulfilling. It really matches my secret wish hahahaha.

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

The date went alright. It wasn't awkward and there wasn't any silent moment. We kept talking about random stuff like TV shows, fitness, family etc. But there wasn't chemistry for sure. He wasn't as cute in person because he is extremely tall 6'5" and very pale and skinny. He is way gayer than how he looks like in the pictures and how he sounded on the phone. I guess he found the same about me, he probably didn't think I was as cute in person etc. I don't know. It is a bit disappointing. I would rather people just be blunt about it and he wasn't. I felt as if he was trying to tell me that he didn't think I was cute in other terms and that thought bugged me a lot. I might have read into things a bit too much but one thing for sure that fucking chemistry was absent and that was pretty much all I cared about anyway... oh well, I could care less now. It was an interesting night. It is my first official date for the sake of dating in my life. It felt weird and I felt so traditional. Anyway, there wasn't sex and I just drove home. Now I think about it, I am old enough, maybe I really start hitting the gay scene like an adult. It might awkward in the beginning but for sure I would be talking to people who are interested in me to begin with. Beh sleeping time.

1 word challenge huh?

Kinda fun, copied from Jules.

One-Word-Answers

You can only type one word answers. Sometimes not as easy as you might think. Suit up, people! Challenge is ON!!

1. Where is your cell phone? Table

2. Your boy/girlfriend or husband/wife? nonexistence

3. Your hair? Flat

4. Your mother? Awesome

5. Your father? Entity

6. Your favorite thing? Friends

7. Your dream last night? Weird

8. Your favorite drink? Coke

9. Your dream car? Bentley

10. The room you're in? Cozy

11. Your ex? Messy

12. Your fears? Death

13. Where do you want to be in 10 years? Bliss

14. Who did you hang out with yesterday? Classmate

15. What you're not? Evil

16. Muffins? No

17. One of your wish list items? Surgery

18. Where you grew up? China

19. The last thing you did? Shower

20. What are you wearing? Towel

21. Your TV? Off

22. Your pet? Dead

23. Your computer? Slow

24. Your life? Complicated

25. Your mood? Mellow

26. Missing? Sex

28. Your car? Accord

29. Your work? Student

30. Your summer? Adventurous

31. Like someone? Doctor

32. Your favorite color? Blue

33. When is the last time you laughed? Today

34. Last time you cried? Forgot

35. School? Stressful

It was a breeze hahaha.

Ok now I am heading off to the bar. laters.

LOL~~~~ This is so fun

I was dying here reading tax laws. Now I am just not digesting any more information. Before heading to bed I stumbled upon this thing haha. This is me, in a perfect worlf of course!

I am gonna so regret this tomorrow at my midterm lol~~~

My super hero lover is a girl?! Last time I checked I was gay!

What level of hell huh?

I just read this from A Procrastinating Wolverine. I thought it would be interesting to take one and share with all of you. I really thought I was a saint in the beginning because I don't do a lot of the bad stuff. But the result is pretty disappointing...

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

I really don't think I am violent at all though. I never even had a big fight in my life EVER!! I Think the test is rigged.

Omg, today I ran into my ex-fling at my gym and it was AWKWARD. It was relieving in a way because I wanted to have a closure. But it was so sudden, it is like on TV. I finished working out and went to the locker and I turned around saw him turned the other way and hid in the bathroom >_<.... but eventually I came out and talked to him. More on that later. I gtg now.